A pathetic year end holiday.........

Well, I thought this year holiday would be as fun as last year... but it wasn't what i had expected... This year end holiday was really sucks to the max!! Okay. Just forget about the 3-month intenship that used up a month of my holiday.. Fine. November gone with the internship.. nevermind... i still have 1 month holiday... Anyway, I really have to thank God for that too.. I couldn;t imagine how the world would it be if i had 2 months of holiday~ *sigh*
It's really a pathetic holiday.. Well, undeniable, my holiday became so damn dull is somehow affected by the 'careless' isssue... haiz~ By right, I thought of not going back to hometown this holiday as i know it would be boring as i have no car to go around and yes! i have to admit that i feel a bit upset? shame? to accept the fact that my Nissan Sentra have been sold to my cousin... However, i have to decided to come back as i don't want my mom and my family to think that i don't want to go back because of no car... T.T Although it's true, still, i wouldn't want to let them down... they really hope i can go back to visit them.. I love them.. Family is important than all the matters in this world. At last, i was back! (by twobird's car with big jiao and wen jing)
The things are getting more and more 'interesting' after that... more and more things have been discovering one by one... First! let's talk about the car since we were talking about it earlier on. Without having a car...life is getting tough? easy? erm... i would say... both! Tough, as in.. u know, it's freaking inconvenient without having a car. there were always issues when come to borrowing car and going out... oftentime, we have to look at our neigbour (uncle's) 'face' when borrowing their car... I just don't like borrowing something from others! Besides, from this carless period... I have seen people's true color.. their true intentions.. their true self! Eg, last time when i had a car.. every function... every event i was invited.. as i used to fetch people... BUT, now, i hardly get any invitations from them to most of the events and party... like kalok's bbq party... today's chee keat's farewell party.. i wasn't invited!! Aherm.. okay.. maybe i was too sensitive.. they might think that i have no car now and they are considerate so they don't want to hurt me, so they didn't call me. maybe i always reject their invitations and they thought i won't go even being invited. HAIZ~~ just forget anout that!!! i really want tp forget about it! i really don't want to think bad about mt own bro sis in church~ i love them..
Anyway, I have to thank God for taking away the car actually. My mum told me about her dilemma and her problems having that car.. First, the installment is really high... Second, her problems between Ying Jie.. (manipulated by her) Third, i spent more time at home.. Forth, save petrol and money!! Nowadays, my allowance has increased!!! Hooray!!! ekeke!
Arrghhh!!!! it has really a lot a lot of things that make this holiday so dull!!!! at first i have planned to go for vacation with friends but mission failed!!! thought of working part-time but failed too!! Ish!!! Anyway! All things work together for the good 0f those that love the Lord and called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28. I Love Jesus!!!!
NOW!! the most important thing is to plan for the future!!! the next BRAND NEW YEAR!!!! 2010~~~ here i come~!!!!!!! Wuhooo!!!!! yeah!!!!! 2010 is a victorious day of Erica Jesus!!!!

2010 Target List!!!!

1. Read bible everyday!!!!
2. Pray everyday!!!
3. No more last minutes work!!!!!
4. Be hardwoking and smart in throughout the 2 semester!!!
5. Get a job at Starbucks!
6. Be more talkative in English!!!
7. Study to learn not just to get good result!!
8. MUST at least get once excellence award!!
9. Graduation ceremony
10. searching for scholarships, university, major
11. Lost weight!!! ( 160cm, 45-48kg)
12. More to come

Semester 4 Rocks!!

Hey yoh! this is my 3rd post man!!! Ahaha! I'm so happy now! I've settled my stuff (bp) and now moving on to the s&f. Thanks God for listening to my prayer. God, You are so faithful! Whenever there is problem, you are always the first who help! sobsob~ *i'm touched*.. these few days back, i was really depressed by the responsibilities and duties that i had. i stress like hell! it seemed to be like everything i gotta do alone.. i was so helpless and started to think nonsense.. asking God and myself about those nonsense questions... i tend to loss confidence and faith in God.. for this, i'm really sorry. i know i shouldn't think of all those questions as God already placed me at that position. now, i really gotta reflect and believe that God will never give you burdens that you cannot bear... God loves me!!! hehe! anyway, i know that there are more challenges to come and problems to solve. and this time, i'm not gonna repeat this kind of silly mistake anymore! have faith in Him and rely on Him. yeah. Put Him first is the crucial thing! hm!! after this week, i will be super busy... guess i will not able to write so often. so, now i must grab this opportunity to write more. actually i got a lot more to tell. this is the first week of my Semester 4 already. time flies so fast that i'm wondering whether the earth spins too faster. this is my 1st anniversary with college life in Subang. it's as fast as fast as a blink of eyes. Haha. my second year of Diploma. by God's grace, i'm still standing here until now. Semester 4 is seemed like interesting yet challenging. so far i find the lecturers are quite cool~ for example the CSC lecturer- Mr Andrew Ho. it was so shocking when he actually gave us his handphone number(no so shocking), his MSN address and ask us to add him in there and FACEBOOK!! it's cool! this is my first encounter with a lecturer like this. open-minded yet holds to his principles (strict with what he wants). Hopefully, i can adapt to his teaching style n this lecturer itself. the second lecturer is the Miss Sue Soh, our journalism lecturer. She worked as a Executive Producer (EP) in Astro before and had rich experiences in broadcasting field-TV production. A travel lover that traveled around 50 countries all over the world has a capability to speak various languages. cool huh?? haha. okay. don't talk so much about lecturers. let's talk about the subjects for these semester.so far, i find CSC and Video Production interesting.. hopefully they really are. and the journalism seems like kinda fun also. lolx! i finally get to use video camera and particular software to produce video and animation~ YEAH~! hooray~ it's interesting but seems tough to me at the same time. anyway, i believe that i'm gonna do well in it!!! YES! AMEN! well, i gotta sleep already... too bad.. can't continue anymore... hope to write more~~~ sobsob. alright, good night!

Yeah~~ it's sem break!!! Whee...!!

Guess what! today is the last day of my exam!! I'm damn happy right now!! haha! although i'm feeling tired and headache now.. but still, i want to online! i have been long time didn't really sit down online chatting and playing games already! now, is the chance! is my time!! I'm free from stress, tension, exam, tests and assignments! Wow! feeling so relieve now!! just now went to Sunway Pyramid with a few of my classmates. well, although i didn't buy anything that i really wanted- clothes and pants~ at least i bought a lashes pincer and having our dinner, nope, lunch, nope.. erm.. having meals at Kim Garry in between 5pm like that considered as dinner? lunch? or? haha! *wondering* you know what, this is my first time been to Kim Garry~!! haha! the first encounter with Kim Garry~ lolx! i actually ordered a sort of Swiss curry cheese baked chicken with rice and a Chocolate snow XX don't know what's the actual name for it.
anyway, the cheese bake chicken with rice was not bad, quite nice also. however, i have got a little thing to comment on the chocolate ice... the illustration that displayed in the menu was totally different from what was served! the illustration was showing a bowl of ice with a topping of chocolate and strawberries~ the strawberries was so big and enticing~ because of the strawberries, i decided to order that dessert with RM4.50. anyway, it turned out to be a very common chocolate ice with 3 small tiny slides of strawberries! what the heck! haiz! it was quite disappointing. thank god that that feeling did not sustain long as i was back to normal mood and was satisfied by capturing own photo! ahaha! ohya! one more thing to mention and comment about is the ordering system in the Kim Garry. it's really sucks! it's so sophisticated and confusing! i don't really know whether it applied to all the branches of Kim Garry or not, but, seriously! i really can't get use to it. i really hope that they will try to take some action on it. is it my own problem or our problems or the restaurant itself? well, all these are only based on my personal point of view and it is merely a recommendation without any intention to blemish the brand. anyway, i enjoy the meals there. hehe! wao! it's already 2am something! i still haven't pack my thing yet! Gosh! I'm feeling sleepy and tired now ler~ T.T haiz! by the way, when i think of going back to my lovey hometown... i feel extremely high!! Taiping! here i come~~!! akakaak! okay~ i think is the time to stop here~ gotta say bye bye to all~ Good night everyone~ God bless~ ^^

WoW!! It's My First Blog in blogspot!!

Hello~Hihi~everyone~ surprise~!! ahaha! This is another new born blog of mine~ c'mon! Let’s give a loud applause to my baby blog~ Wow~~ yeah~~ *claps* haha! Thank you! Thank you! *lame* =.=" lolx! erm.. I have no idea why this blog is created....actually, I’m listening, online-ing and planning to do my revision now, but just out of the blue thought of writing a blog. So, I log in to the Blogspot and created a blog account and now I’m writing my very first blog in Blogspot. Before that, I used to write blogs in the Friendster... However, I have been long time didn't log in my Friendster account and even never bother about the blogs in it. Frankly, I’m not a person that so 'open' as in I don't really like to share things (my personal issues…secrets…) with others. For me, no man in this world is 100% reliable and trustworthy. I just can't simply tell anyone about myself and my stuff. I just hardly believe in people. How sad it is... I don't really know since when this kind of attitude towards man has instilled in me. All the while, I have been struggling within myself whether to tell or not to tell my friends about my problems. They used to ask me and hoping that I will be fine after throwing out all the grumbles and worries. Well, sometimes I really wanted to tell but just hardly to voice out. At the end of the day, I will just keep all those problems to myself. That’s why I always make them disappointed. Here to clarify that, the reason why I was and am not willing to tell is because of the insecurity within me and not because I never treat you as friends and bla bla bla~(all sort of assumptions that might pop out from your ‘creative’ mind ). I really hope you guys understand and give me some time to break this through. => So!!! I hope that I can learn to vent out my feelings and express myself through this blog~ that’s way, my title of this blog is>>> “SPEAK OUT LOUD!!!” Yeah! That’s right!! Or it can be written as “WRITE OUT BIG!!!” ahahahaahahah~~~~ SWT!!!

By the way, I’m glad that I still have my beloved Daddy-Jesus… He is the one whom I throw out all the worries, problems and everything to. Haha! For your information, HE alone knows everything about me! Geng ler~ haha! Okay la~ The first post shouldn’t be so long~~~ haha~ just an introduction for my baby blog~ so, gotta go already~~ c ya again in the next blog~~ **God bless** ^^